First Entry!

so here i am. sitting in front of my laptop which is going to 'die' soon, writing my first entry for my very first official blog which i finally gave birth to. why 'finally'? because it took me ages to realize that there is no harm in letting people know what is going on with my life. because it took me ages to have the gut to express my feelings the way i never have done before. because now i speak..

the me i used to be is the me who prefer to keep her feelings to herself. who thought it is better to not to think or talk about it and just be happy. who believe everything will be okay if she tells her mind to do so. only after twenty one years of living she now actually open her eyes to the fact that she has been playing the games of life the wrong way..

i have changed. but i am still the same. confused? don't be.

today is monday, december 22nd. i woke up at quater to 7AM.. waking up to find that everybody is still deep in slumber. of course, it's only 7 in the morning, on a holiday monday. who in the right mind will wake up this early??- which makes me an abnormal person then?? err..? anyhow, realizing that it is only 7 and that everybody is still dreaming, i tried closing my eyes again, hoping to continue whatever dream i was in before. think so i had closed my eyes for nearly 15 minutes already but my mind has started it's engine and never want to turn it off again. so i ordered my body which does not respond to my warmed up brain and get my butts off the comfy bed.
so here are the activities this abnormal person did since she stupidly wake up soo gile early on a holiday monday :

1. laundry
2. flasking full denture
3. revising ortho

at 9AM+, ana left for bandung. which means there left only the four of us in Full House ( the name we gave to our new rented house [= ). we said our good byes to ana. her departure made me think of kak intan. because three days earlier, we said our good byes to kak intan too. she went back to malaysia for christmas break.
( note that i'm in the state of ultimate jealousy as i'm writing this ) she must be enjoying every second of the 2 weeks holidays to the fullest i believe. for this is going to be her last holiday home. okayy dah tak jealous sgt. haha.

had lunch around 1 o'clock. che mi's ayam masak cili api. her first attempt. hehe. boleh laa che mi. (=
btw, an incident happened after we had our lunch. there's a weird whispering sound coming from the kitchen. it's quite loud or else how will we notice the sound laa kan? so i went to the kitchen to check on it and gas smells sting through my nose. i don't know which part is broken but it definitely came from the gas tank! positive!

since nobody dare plus don't know to fix it, we called the mbak where we bought the tank. she came and fixed it. thank god we don't all die from breathing methane! ( or is it butane?? whtevr )

apart from being abnormal and breathing methane, nothing interesting happened today. since it's only quater past three and everybody is broke thus are forced to locked ourselves at home to avoid from spending any money and then suffer for the next three weeks, i guess that's it for my first entry.

to farhan : i hope you enjoy your stay in jakarta.
to che mi, fatha and syikin : boringg weyhhh!